Fuck it
I don't really feel like writing yet, but maybe if I just start typing, it will begin to flow. Or not. Which would suck for you guys. I do think I know what the problem is though. It's not anything to do with the blog. This is just a symptom, as it were. My 'lack of motivation' is really just a whole 'I don't give a flying fuck' attitude that I've developed. And I haven't yet decided if this is good or bad. Let me explain...
I have a blog that I developed to vent about my lazy ass (ex)husband = I don't really give a flying fuck anymore because what's really important is that I'm marrying the man of my dreams and will be with him (finally) next year.
The Manager on my current project is a total cunt = I don't really give a flying fuck anymore because what's really important is that I'm marrying the man of my dreams and will be with him (finally) next year.
My company is in transition and there is a big important 2 hour meeting about it today = I don't really give a flying fuck anymore because what's really important is that I'm marrying the man of my dreams and will be with him (finally) next year.
Paris Hilton is in and out of jail/pretty much any current event = I don't really give a flying fuck anymore because what's really important is that I'm marrying the man of my dreams and will be with him (finally) next year.
Are you starting to see a pattern developing here?
It's kind of nice not to be stressed out anymore about stupid shit and the stuff I can't change. However, I worry (um, that's too strong a word...I need a word in between 'wonder' and 'worry') that my attitude may be a little too flippant.
Ah, fuck it.
posted by ƒåυνέ @ 11:44 AM
7 Comments:
Then you should write about that wonderful man of your dreams. You know, we'd like to get to know him a little too.
And well, I love hearing about happy love stories.
no I think your attitude is bang on the nail....
An fuck it works so well as you already know ;)
Has paperweight found out yet and does he realise your moving ?
I started my first blog to vent about moving from the only state I'd ever lived to the scorching desert and to vent and work through the things I couldn't/woulnd't say in real life.
Now, the blog is what it is. I also think that during the summer, many bloggers want to be doing anything else but sitting in front of a computer. So, my (unsolicited) advice would be to just roll with it. Enjoy it while you can. Meme when you're out of material and feel like blogging. The rest will work out.
Just think, soon enough you can blog about the antics of your vile teenager!
No need to thank me. Worship me at your leisure. Smooches!
"fuck it" is my favorite motto--and i don't even have a man of my dreams (i doubt keanu will be ringing me up any time soon).
ride it out babe. why don'tcha tells us a little more about the thing... like you coulda done a T13 : 12 things you should know about my thing.....catchy little title ya' know?
btw, how long of a train ride from NYC to you and/or thing? how close are ya'll to atlantic city?
lubs yew!
What's really important is that you're marrying the man of your dreams and will be with him (finally) next year. Nothing else (except the kids) really matters. So yeah.... fuck it!
How'd that big meeting go? Any news?
You scared me at first. I was worried that something happened with your super hunk of a man.
WHEW!
Fuck the rest of the world. That is kind of what I'm feeling. Maybe a margarita would help.
Wait.
I'm SURE a margarita would help.
But perhaps NOT at 9:36 am.
Love the attitude but just remember you may need a good reference down the line. Don't piss off the important people and screw the rest ;o)
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